I’m just sitting here , and out of no where i just got mad sad.. sad & pissed at the same time. I hate when i can’t detect my feelings or emotions . I hate this feeling . I just want to know what keeps bringing me down . Everyday i have these moments for a at least an hour or two , when i’m just sad & i just never know why…  I just want to know why :/

I just want to vent , but i can’t even fathom how fucking pissed i am right now. I can’t even put it into words. Tomorrow better go as planned , i’m not fucking kidding .